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Beloved Osho,would you talk to us
about using our sexual energy for worth, as it seems to be one of our
main preoccupations on the west ?.
Sex is the energy. You cannot cerate a new energy, and you cannot destroy and old energy. Creation and destruction are both beyond you. They cannot be done.Now, scientist agree to this not even a single atom can be destroyed. For two thousand years, Christianity was trying to destroy sex energy. Religion consisted of becoming absolutely without sex. that created a madness. The more you fight, the more you suppress, the more sexual you become.And the sex moves deeper into the unconscious. IT poisons your whole being. So if you read the lives of Christian saints, you will see they obsessed with sex. They cannot pray, the cannot meditate. .Whatsoever they do, sex comes in.And they think the devils is playing tricks. Nobody is playing tricks. If you suppress you are devil . AFter two thousand years of continuous sex-repression, the west became fed up with it . IT was too much, the whole wheel turned. Now, instead of repression, indulgence, to indulge in it. became a new obsession. Form one pole the mind moved to other other pole. The disease remained the same. Once it was repression. Now it is how to indulge more and more in it. Both are sick at tides. Sex has to be transformed neither repressed nor madly indulged.And the only possible way to transform sex is to be sexual with deep meditative awareness. It is just the same as i was about anger. Move into sex, but with an alert, conscious, mindful being. Don't allow it to become an unconscious force. Don't be pulled and pushed by it. Move knowingly, understandingly,lovingly. But make sexual experience . Mediate in it. That is what the East has done through Mantra. And once you are meditative sexual experience , the quality of it starts changing. the same energy which is moving into sexual experience , the quality of it starts changing. The same energy which is moving into sexual experience starts moving towards consciousness. you can become so alert in a peak sexual orgasm,as you can otherwise never become because no other experience is so deep, no other experience is so absorbing, no other experience is so total. In a sexual orgasm, you are totally absorbed, root and all your whole beings vibrating, your whole being in it.Body, mind both are in it. And thinking stops completely. Even for a single second, when the orgasm reaches its peak, thinking stops completely, because you are so total you cannot think. In a sexual orgasm you are being is there without any thinking. In this moment,if you can become alert, conscious, then sex can become the door towards the divine. And if in this moment you can become alert, that alertness can be carried in other moments also, in other experiences also. it can become a part of you, then eating, walking doing some work. you can carry that alertness. Through sex, it alertness has touched your deepest core. it has penetrated you.now you can carry it. And, if you become meditative, you will come to realize a new fact. That fact is it is not sex that gives you bliss, It is not sex that gives you the ecstasy rather, it is thoughtless state of the mind and total involvement in tech act that gives you a blissful feeling. Once you understand this then sex will be needed less and less, because that thoughtless state of mind can be created without it that's what meditation means. And the totality of being can be created without sex. Once you know now that the same phenomenon can happen without sex, sex will be needed less and less. A moment will come when sex will not be needed at all. And remember, sex is always dependent on the other. so in sex, a bondage, a slavery remains. Once you can create this total orgasmic phenomenon without any dependence on anybody else, when it has become and inner source. you are independent, you are free.That's what is meant when, in India, we say only a braahmachari, an absolutely celibate person, can be free because now he is not dependent on anybody else, his ecstasy is his won, Sex , disappears through meditation, but this is not destroying the energy. Energy is nerve destroyed; Only the form of the energy changes. Now it is no longer sexual. and when the form is no longer sexual, then you become loving.So, rally , a person who is sexual uses love just as a technique towards sex. It is a means. A sexual person cannot really love, he can only exploit the other; and love is just a way to approach the other,. A person who has become non-sexual, and the energy is moving within, has become auto-ecstatic. His ecstasy is his own. Such a person will be loving for the first time. His love will be a constant showering, and constant sharing, a constant giving. But to achieve this, you are not required to be anti-sex. to achieve this, you have to accept sex as part of life , of natural life. Move wit hit only move with more consciousness .Consciousness is the bridge, the golden bridge, form this world to the other, from hell to heaven, from the ego to the divine. |
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